Today is our 10th wedding anniversary. It feels strange being up here in the wedding field without him. Every year without fail we would come up here together on our anniversary for a drink or a picnic. We even managed it last year although Rich was too weak to get out of the car. It feels odd being here alone today, without him. I miss him. It definitely doesn't feel like 10 months since he died, it feels like just a few week. Its still all so raw. I had no idea what to expect from grief, how low the lows would be and how painful the missing him would be. And also how time goes so slowly yet so fast... But I get on every day, I get up and get on. And I carry him in my heart everywhere I go. He will forever be alive in our memories.
Sending you all love,